I’m scared about Christmas and New Year’s Eve.
I’m scared because last year, he was with me. That’s when we started the whole long distance thing. He surprised me by ‘spending’ New Year’s Eve with me by following my timezone.
I’m scared that I’m going to go on a downward spiral, twice.
Sometimes, I can’t believe that we were in each other’s lives for a year. For 12 months. That is a long time considering our circumstances.
I don’t want to welcome 2015 crying. But somehow, I think I will.