20 December 2013

It was exactly a year ago that I last saw him.

It was also exactly a year ago that I had my arm around his waist and the last thing that I wanted to do was let him go.

Two days later, he was back in his home country and I was mentally calculating the time difference between his timezone and mine.

A year later, we’re not talking to each other. Saying hello to each other is an impossibility.

How did we come to this? How did we go from being inseparable to mere acquaintances?

Sometimes I wonder if he still misses me anymore or if I’ve been replaced. Does he even realize that it was a year ago that we said goodbye? Does he even realize that it was a year ago that it all really began?

I’ve been missing him a lot lately. I don’t know if it’s because the new Hobbit movie reminds me of how excited he was to watch it last year. Or how he had attempted to ask me out to watch it with him but because he was so indirect, I ended up telling him to watch it with someone else and he’d gotten really mad about it. I miss talking to him. I really do. I miss our conversations so much and I hate knowing that we’re not in each others’ lives anymore, that we’re not even friends.

I miss him.

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